I really do no know what happen between us! :( Do you still love me? I'm really afraid that you had lost your feelings for me and fallen in love with another guy! :( What should i do? I really wished to meet you now, but i can't! I don't like people to see the ugly me! If i could stay at home everyday i would! I will visit you when I'm no longer ugly anymore! Please wait for me alright? I know i'm being unfair to you but... ... What are we now? Maybe, like what you said in UK, let's be best friends or Bro/Sis first.... But, will that also mean that we will stop right there? I don't know! I'm confused! I'm not good enough! Do you feel proud to have me? I just dunno! There are so many doubts that i have! :( Please don't tell me you don't love me anymore can? If you really do not! Just ignored me! I will just leave you alone! T_T Sorry! But,RMB! I LOVE YOU FOREVER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!

Love, 

Brendan

I really do no know what happen between us! :( Do you still love me? I'm really afraid that you had lost your feelings for me and fallen in love with another guy! :( What should i do? I really wished to meet you now, but i can't! I don't like people to see the ugly me! If i could stay at home everyday i would! I will visit you when I'm no longer ugly anymore! Please wait for me alright? I know i'm being unfair to you but... ... What are we now? Maybe, like what you said in UK, let's be best friends or Bro/Sis first.... But, will that also mean that we will stop right there? I don't know! I'm confused! I'm not good enough! Do you feel proud to have me? I just dunno! There are so many doubts that i have! :( Please don't tell me you don't love me anymore can? If you really do not! Just ignored me! I will just leave you alone! T_T Sorry! But,RMB! I LOVE YOU FOREVER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!

Love, 

Brendan